Let go...

I'm going to live a long tough week. I spent ten weeks just studying, attending courses and trying to understand topics. After having an almost-six-year university career it's quite hard to start again as if i never had studied anything. This is the day before the beginning of my 4-exam-week. I'm unexpectedly calm,  nevertheless I'm exhausted and I need to go out, breathe fresh air, look at the sun. I have nothing to lose, maybe I could lose my face, but who cares? This will be not my life for ever.